well, i've had one.
praise the lord.
relationship:an emotional or other connection between people
i've been seeking God and pursuing a new direction. when staying for so long in the same mediocre cycle its quite difficult to embrace a change, no matter how much you need it. my emotions have an awful reputaion for making themselves seem wise and most important, all the while my heart and head are trying so desperately to speak up, but cant seem to shout over those loud mouthed emotions. this is where prayer comes in, paired with that lovely thing called muscle memory. i knew that i needed a change so i turned to scripture, always, always a good idea.
"Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ" 2 Corinthians 10:5
i've been diligent in this quest that i set out on. and let me tell you, it is an incredible feeling to reach a place where you realize you are no longer praying and pushing for a break through. in prayer the other moring i realized that i had truly and honestly LET GO, i had my break through. and bonus, since i had reliquished complete control to Christ, he had filled the emptiness and mended the hurt, without me even realizing it was happening. hence my light bulb moment.
also...
im moving to oregon this summer. i have an internship. i promise i'll blog soon about how God one up'ed me yet agian.
oh oh oh,
totally prash
gotta love february
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